I was being forced to go out with my mum to tiong today... I of course try to hold de time to late late... BUT...FAILED!!!.... She just ask me , : " so where should we go first? Fairprice?" I said , : "whatever." Well I follow her to fairprice... then we buy things to eat...While we were queueing... My mum ask me go popular bookstore wait fer her... Well , Follow her ways then... I walk walk walk... see so many people...even my primary school mates!... But I never tok to them. I walk into de bookstore...WOOW STORYBOOKS MOREMOREMORE!! then ii run to my fave book titles...search fer meg cabot books... Well I like her books though =^^= Then ii brought one manga book fer drawing...My brother drew on my "Men" title manga...zzz So ii buy " Girls " Then I look around...see my mum arrive...she wave to me and say... " I go find books fer ur brother..You go walk around or help me search." I search fer awhile then ii went round de bookstore , looking at people...hahax ii boring rite? Then I walk to de riddles section , near de pre school books... I read then ii saw some upper sec guys walking near there. Then ii walk away.. I walk to de pens section. They walk here too , I dont bother and juz try out some pens. Then ii heard... " You think she from which sec? Want to ask her? Want a not?" then ii think dey toking about others so ii walk to compass section...near notebooks there... Then ii look around , see which section I want to walk to... Then ii saw de guys looking at me...I thought dey ki siaoz so ii walk to my mum dere... My mum was at pre school dere... Then one guy from de group walk out , and said quite loudly , " Is that her mother???" I juz took one jokes book and read , dont bother them... Then other guys from de group went to de other side... so near!! Then dey look at me , then dey go tak other books and come closer. I told my mum say " mum lets go... Niid to fetch bro time.." She say , " okay , you think this maths book all right? " I was like... walao diaoz... Then we walk to de counter... After Waiting... mum say " put this recipe inside de bag , ltr de thing beepbeep.. " Then de guy from de group again say so loud , " bebebbebebebbeep! " my mum say " oh my... scared me... " we giggle then We walk away... Juz now ii turn back at them , ii saw them poking de heads out. Hahax I think dey juz having fun , making fun of me kekes ~ kkz byez
DreaMiiexx Fion.<3
brokenHEART ;
3:15 PM
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Songs Lyrics ( taken some out fer my post)
If I could fall Into the sky, do you think time would pass me by ? It's always times like these , when I think of you and I wonder if you ever think of me. Cause every thing's so wrong and I don't belong living in your precious memories. And I..I don't want to let you know. I..I drown in your memory. I..I don't want to let this go. I..I don't...Want! Staring blankly ahead just making my way through the crowd.. And I still need you...and I still miss you... ---- I walked into the door again. Well, if you ask that's what I'll say and it's not your business anyway. I guess I'd like to be alone , with nothing broken, nothing thrown. ---- I once wish to die...because of my friends , family.. I also don't know why...Just that strange feeling...I just feels like I'm going to follow this feeling... It controls my whole body!.. I cried , angry suddenly.. Maybe I really think this world too negative... My so-called-classmates all keep have real , accompany them friends... Well , I don't... maybe that's why I'm so sad? Don't know..Maybe is..or not..I wish for a..friend.. who can accompany me whenever I need help or sad...A friend who I can trust..confide my problems to... A friend who always close to me..A real life friend , a true friend...I just want that...Only that I wish in my school life... I got family problems... not parents quarrel but is children quarrel/forbid what the parents said... that's me...I'm a cant-be-good daughter.Like my dad... bad temper.. But he clever but he got a daughter who is stupid , lazy , think of not important things!.. My mum.. always lecture me by saying like ,"See your friend! ( BAOYI NERD) see...so clever! Score so well! Every month pass all subjects! you? fail all or some?! How can you fight with your cousins even you can't win your friends!"... thats...why...I..want...to...leave...this...stressful.., pro world... Well My friends are nerds...I'm a noob ! They pros I noob... Fact.. I'm a failure! A ... bad-to-worse failure! Other failures , bad to good...I is bad to worse! How can I ever compete with anyone...when I am such a stupid , idiot ...person...I want to be alone...forever...when I'm dead...
( . Crying Fion . )
brokenHEART ;
3:38 PM
[ Just `mii ]]
Fion 10`02`94 ( d , m , y )
Currently in Queensway Sec
cmb sadd`gal.
-=Lurves=-
#1. lurves Computer Games
#2. lurves Music
#3. lurves Frenz
