Thursday, March 29, 2007

Saw him today...

Saw him everyday though but today is abit strange. He is a fren from my pri schh... And ii always play with him till pri 5 or 6 we nvr tok. My frenz and ii always call him lao fu zi... becuz his hairstyle is very dull... He also used to be one of my CCA member. Even de same sect. He always say funny things to make de people laugh and often kana scoldin ==... When ii gt into my sec schh... I was walking alone to some parts of de schh. Suddenly ii saw someone very famillar. I seee more properly... And ii saw him. I feel happy and sianz to see him though. He older me one yr old. I walk past him , nvr look at him of course , like everytime ii walk past people. This month keep raining... so ii often wait fer my mumm at de schh gate. dere gt shelter. And many people always at dere waiting for cabs , frenz , parents and walk home alone. Today , 1.35pm+ also raining. SAME OLD THING. Me wait outside de gate fer my mumm , called my mum , when she say she coming by de cab , ii feel happy. Its was raining heavily and if she bring umbrella here , we both will be drenched. While waitin , ii saw frenz , strangers , seniors , and ii dun wish to see de people also here. Tats when ii feel very tired waitin and ii saw him. He look at my direction and ii juz so silly! I go turn my head to de wall.== When ii turn back to de direction , he is gone. I was so relifed but ii suddenly saw him beside me. I was shocked (nvr show larx..) He seems to wanna tok somethin but he was pulled away by his frenz So ii dun bother. When ii think tat ii saw my fren , he came back again When ii saw tat , ii run to alot of people waitin place. In a nick of time , my mum arrive. So happy. I faster run to de cab with raindrops and sweat on my face.When ii was sitting on de cap ii turn to him , ii saw him waving at me , ii juz smile and turn back to me seat . I know tmr he will forget him. I THINK. But ii still happy to saw my old seniors and frenz in pri sch nnw in sec sch.!

brokenHEART ;
4:20 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Bad-Gd-Bad-Gd

Heart so pain... So damn pain... why did my fren ask this stupid but very impt question to me.... she ask "( lalala ) ur stead arx? " although sounds nt impt but ii really wish ii can say yes... but ii say no. OF COURSE he nt my stead!!! he gt stead lerx , gf!!! LOVER !!! II CANT LIKE MARX!!! LOVE THEN WORSE LARX!!! but... ii think ii hav like hiim more then love... at first we are...
LOGGERHEADS - Classmates - Schmates - then at sec schh we tok abit... so happy tat day o0 but when ii remember tat... he gt stead... ii forgt abt it tat day... think as is a sweet dream , and forget about it... tats gd... hw ii wish ii now go bang my head , go mental hosp , rest dere... or maybe juz die == ii wish ii can find someone tat can ... zzz wont ever be true XD!!! why she ask == nw ii wish to look at his photos... ii gt de class photo with them!!! SO DAMN CUTE LEHS EVERYONE!!!

brokenHEART ;
6:41 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

Ouch ==... I acturally HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO WRITE but....... ii dun know how to say... start from where... Nvm juz say todayz... As usual , go schh , rainin heavily today... everyone throw their umbrellas to de side of our classroom... People with wet socks and shoes , all tak it out... ( SMELLY DUH) but de smell gone quite a long while... becuz we treat it as our 2nd HOME...lalala.... Geo , Maths , Recess , Bio , History then chinese... At chinese class , our cher put us into groups... Its WAS fun. My frenz all so funny , ii dun dare laugh with them though , ii also dun know why... maybe ii nt tat ... wadeva... while waitin fer our cher to tok finish... I heard one thing very clearly... and my heart feels like shaken.. One girl , shout out loud , as usual... " You like .......(secret) ?! " ii tried to turn around but ii afraid maybe dey will gossip or wadeva... but my heart seems to be... OUCH?! like goin to be full dead? ( already half dead ) even now writin ... ii also feel pain... then ii try to hit my chest... gently.. but de pain inside hurts then de outside... its was like... world goin to end?... so sad , pain , heartbroken... AND in audi , my frenz still ==... nvm... byez ii go off first lerx ~

Signin Off ,
DreaMiiexx Fion.<3

brokenHEART ;
11:07 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007

ouch?

These few dayz... my heart seems to sink deep down to de sea... Dun kn0w why sia... is like drown.. nobody bother... I try my only way to relax is listen musixx... but it cant cure... sometimes de matter jump to my mind... then ii was like... tears in my eyes... then ii really dun kn0w wad happen lerx... is so... my heart so pain... ( nt heart attack..) well... people ask me , ii fell in luv b4? ii dun kn0w hw to reply.. can only say.. nvr tried b4 ^^... My fren is nt even in luv ==... keep see hunks then fell in luv... tats suxx... me .. dun feel like tat leh.. and idiotic frenz will pull me with boys tgt... but ii juz walk away , dun even bother... becuz my heart gt someone occupied de... ii juz be frenz with people XD... ii hab a weak health XD... "often" sick... TT... tats suxx too... Me nvr seems to bother boys... tat time ii dream of one person , a old fren... well when ii go pri 4 nvr see him liao... he is sleepy king == ... strange rite XD? ii also like to slp . hehex piggiexx XD... so funny de ==...haiz , ii go ... to work liao...(HOMEWORK nt GO WORK) okiexx! g2g byez !

Signing Off ,
DreaMiiexx Fion.<3

brokenHEART ;
1:06 PM

Monday, March 12, 2007

...

ARX!!! Mine younger brother birthday... is coming soon... Let me say... like this...

On March 11 2007 Sunday.

= I am being force to go out shopping with my parents... which i hate to do... !! Because ii wann to stay at home while I could... In the Holidayz!!! Well , ii suddenly remember my younger brother bday coming soon... maybe ii could go out and check wad to get fer my brother... He like action figures but ... when u gib him.. he will make spoil nt even over one day... Well while ii was goin out... ii was chattin with my fren. Autrally ii was goin soon , but chat with my fren , ii forgt lerx XD... maybe too engrossed in tokin , forgt to prepare to go out lerx... While ii was walking through the tiring walk... , ii fell asleep.. I dream again ( me is DreaMiiexx Gurl ) Abt my Past.. with my frenz... Well we bicker... we meet new people... we also play together... Haiz... de past wont come to future again.. ii guess... I remember de times... ii gt 3 best frenz.. then ii met another 2.. then more and more...
=Names=
-Charissa
-Baoyi
-Casabella
-Emilyn
-Daphne
-Baoyi
-Meilin
.... cant remember tat much... but these are de ones... always with me..
If y0u kn0w me... , u sure say... dey really miie frenz? well dey are... but we no tok veri veri longlerx... I miss them , really ^^... ~><~ So sadd... So miss them ... Well.. g2g sleep ^^ byez! nitez!

Signin Off ,
DreaMiiexx Fion.<3

brokenHEART ;
12:22 AM


	So..Sad.. Heart is....broken..