Thursday, February 22, 2007
I... startin to think he like her...
He... MY "FREN" say he gt 8 words ... the gurl he like... ( most of the boys keep writin 8 words_leh... ) Then ii guess my Pri sch sister.... (nt blood sisters....) -------- <= 8 words.... well.... in pri sch ii always kn0w my sis like him ( NT BLOOD SISTERS!) then ii think dey both are... lemme see....
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She beautiful , He handsome.
Heavenly Made.
I ugly , He handsome
Worse made ever.
Dun bother abt looks... he and iI nt heavenly made or fate to be.... Of course... lalax.... ii cried quite alot times fer love this year...^^... ii bad mood... ii go home must pretend gd mood.... you kn0w... hw.... bad tat feelin is? I once wann to wash my brain long time.................. ferhis memory , fade... but iit appears again... in my .... mind.... So he reserve one space in my brain lerx....
brokenHEART ;
3:27 PM
Thursday, February 8, 2007
Argh...
I went to school ... dayz .. dayz dayz dayz.... 10th feb my bday lerx... argh why ii still cryin... I went to my "friends" profile... testi... I am still de bored one... No frenz ... true frenz... My fren ,(call as "1") , ii saw her emotion today... Her fren , (call her "2 ")... B was tokin to 2 ... then 1 and I keep ask them to go canteen faster... when 2 keep tokin to B abt things... ii saw 1 glare... stern on 2... I juz say : " 1 , we go first? " She n0 tok , i think she volcano erupt lerx... juz let her walk her own .... see she wan to continue to stern on 2 or walk... 2 and 1 are frenz... B with 2 friendship Betta and faster then 1... ii think 1 is jealous... I also dun like 1... she veri... I dun know...
If you gt my msn , ii think you will see... " I cried today , the reason ... is . he say ..." Somethin like tat... Well , nvm ii juz say... although sound childish but ii think its de most impt thing to me... My fren , ( call her BL ) , tok to him , ( call him idiot ) . BL tok to idiot ... ask who is MX... idiot say is his stead.. I think at tat time , my heart seems to be... dead? I was like... omg?... ii de whole day ... suxx , sad things cause me... headache... I make embarrassed stuff... ARGH!!! I HATE IDIOT!!! HATED HATED HATED >< HATE!!! CURRENTLY HATE!!!!
I miss my qps frens , dey wont miss me. TATS DE FACT!!! I AM DE MOST IDIOTIC PERSON IN LIFE!!! I HATE MYSELF!!!! I ONCE THINK OF DYIN!!! BUT HW?! II GT NO FRENZ AND TAT DE FACT TOO! I AM IDIOT FACT 3! I THINK OF DYIN , FACT 4!! FRENZ CAN BE WITH FRENZ AGAIN.... I WONT!!! II GT NO FRENZ HW TO DO TAT?! DIE IS BETTA CHOICE...
brokenHEART ;
6:23 PM
