Saturday, January 27, 2007
So sad...
I 've been thinking , wonder ii still miss my ex-primary school frenz I think so.. Since ii always play with them no matter wad... My frenz say ii veri ACT... Well ii also dunnch wann But all are frenz... Like tat time ii gib miie seat to my fren . She say she will feel guilty... Well , wad are frenz fer? I say nvm Then ii walk to side and eat well of course , ii think of people ii hate in pri schh , ... hahax.. angry but funny . Look bakk on these times I've been through so much..bitterness sweetness , sourness.. all types of taste.... Well quite true , after that horrible prob in school
My frenz and ii 've been drifting apart verii far far far... I also DUNNCH WANN TO BE LIKE TAT!!! ...
I am soo ... GREEN WITH ENVY when ii see head prefect with her .... She can be with her frenz , and ii surely couldnt.... Well of course plain... reason... I gt no frenz ya ii gt frenz but cant hang out and dey gt their own CLOSE FREN And ii dunn... Arx CRYING LIAO!! omgg sure i'm sad... wonder why I am so sad hahax ii also nt sure...
Maybe is de veri hate people reminded me ii still treat them as my fren.. Think abt de past , ii am so childish... so stupid.. Well ii am still de same character from nw and then.. I cant seem to change Well change might let people think iii veri act again... cant help THATS WHY II CANT CHANGE..... so.. sad... sad... sad... sobx...cry..
Why ii didn't meet u earlier? nvm... Signing off , Fion.
brokenHEART ;
5:12 PM
No Love To You And Me
Well Well Well? What I can do? You give my fren , B , a slip of paper.. Well I can't see properly... Just now I ask B ... She keep quiet. I know something is not right... Well I don't want to b0THER YOU ANYMORE..!
I Have Given Up On Love . On you .
Until someone could let me feel true love to me . . .
brokenHEART ;
2:36 PM
Thursday, January 18, 2007
How many times my heart breaks?
First time ~ Someone say he luv my fren.
Second time ~ He ask my fren her number .
Third time ~ We no talk and yet fell in luv with another girl.
Forth time ~ Someone say my fren like him.
Fifth time ~ Can't do the one I wish to do.
Sixth time ~ Being misunderstood badly...
7th time ~ Our relationship is drifting apart.
8th time ~ You pretend to be my fren
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... So unlucky? Some reasons can't be heart breaking but to me , is torn to pieces.I love peace , calm and quiet moments... I totally hate people who spoils my mood, even is teachers , I will still tolerate abit. I'm a forgettful person.. I love the sound of the wind , rain , the peace. Of course most people hate being misunderstood... I told people that I love music , they reply saying that " Music Sucks.." IT IS MY WAY OF THINKING , NOT YOUR WAY!I like my way . You do your way. I also LOVE TO BE ALonE! Of course most people need fren as I'm also one of the "people". When I become abit heart-broken... I will "compose" a sad song ... Thats how I forgot about the incident.
brokenHEART ;
5:13 PM
Kaoz... Already bad mood larx...
Bad Mood Today...Dun... irrate... ME!...
ARGH BAD MOOD STILL INCLUDE THIS HELL MESSAGE!!!...!
It goes :"So still haven't gibben him up?(ii already wanted to Gib up) You still <3>
Gd if no ( okie) IF Yes U DEAD !!! ( Already Said NO!!!) Lemme see . I only kn0e u ugly ( correct , spot on... II UGLY OKIE?!) No one will luv u hor ( enough...) Even DE heaven or hell wont accept you!( ENOUGH!) Continue TO LOVE HIM , I will make u suffer!
Sign off to hell ~ UnKn0wN
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argh... argh... argh... ii given up on him okie!? You luv him , u get it . Hw do ii giv up? Everyday will meet him wad!? Lab time ii try to find a way to change place... OKIE?! ii with him will hav nothin to do except "classmates" and schmate. TATS ALL!!! ii am already sad u still 火上加油..
He and ii HAB NO FATE><><><><>
brokenHEART ;
2:36 PM
Er , Whose msg is THIS FROM!?! HELL!?
(...) = Mine opinion ii wanna say...
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This is a message from my hp . Ytd 's message , ps , It says. : " HEY YOU KNS .( WAD II KNS!!??YOU THEN KNS!)HMM! you with tat guy rite?!(wad guy?) Dun deny lerx ... you in luv with tat cutie guy ( cutie? she tokin abt tat?) DL btw =.= if u so blur ii remind YOU! NAME IS ==== ( dun wanna say..) You better PUT HIM IN SAFE BOX!!! ii gonna snatch him away from ya!(eh he nt my guy lorx..?) I sure WILL MAKE HIM LUV ME!!!( luv u , none my buiness diaoz..) BTW CALL ME UNKNOWN ( ii already callin u KNS ) DREAM ON GAL!
Signin off ~ ( walao this person siaoz one izzit?! )
Next Message ~ TOday!!! ~ WAD RUBBISH THIS TIME?!
It goes : " KNS larx u! TOLD you TO stay OFF to my guy !(eh wad this kns mean? ) Lols , you DUN KNoE ARz!? euu dunnch pretennd lerzz =.= YOU FORCE BRENDA TO SIT WITH ANOTHER GUY BESIDE HIM AND U SIT WITH MY GUY!? ( eh this kns mean at lab time!?) sit with him = dunnch deny = lab time ( okie spot on...) told u to stay away ( this kns.. argh..) you so free go get transfer larx! ( transfer ur hell larx...) YOU STILL CALL HIM DEAR!? ( WAD DEAR?! ii nvr tok to him at all lorx!! nt even said face lookin at him =.=) Dunnch tinnk ii dunnch kn0e hAcKer 001 hor ( okie who this person , so familer... ) FORGT WHO 's HE!? MInd contact ii tell ya =.= ( mind contact..? head pain...) He ask u be gf b4 one ( eh bf? hacker001? HEAD PAIN!!!) dun forgt u hacker 002 , 003 traveller , 009 /008 helper .( ouch head pain... , why so pain liao...?)u betta WATCH OUT! BTW ASK UR LYDIA "MEI" if wanna kn0w.
Sign o0ff > Unkn0wn< .... wa head so pain when writin tis kns msg... this prob seems to happen to me b4... but is like ii forgt liao... argh WHO IS HACKER DEY ALL!? and why ii am 002?! .... mind contact...?
brokenHEART ;
4:41 PM
Saturday, January 6, 2007
Camp so tired
Whoa juz took a nap XD . Autrally ii came home wanted to update one post abt my c4mp things~ But ii fell asleep .. XD nvm ... when ii reach mine sch hall , it's so WARM!!! Like in a OVEN or volcano ... When we at de camp , we ply quite a lot of games XD . Special is when everyone are plyin "Whacko" . The game goes like , we gurlz inside de circle made by de bois ... then each boi tak one gurl (whoever in front of u nia ) , one gurl or boi ii think must sit in de middle of gurl and boi 's circle XD... The game is like , yucks , boifren protectin gurlfren =.= of course ii dun think tat way XD . WELL you see , he(my *fren* ii put nick fer him is " HE ") Of course when de whacko goin to hit his gurl parther, HE said mine name larx =.= , then de whacko goin to hit me , lucky tat short short guy save lorx =.= say Stella if nt wrong XD ii wanna say HE 's de gurl parther but dun kn0e de name XD Then ii nt sure in de same class with me wad... so sure will meet tgt larx... Of course if he stand behind me , ii sure go another side XD ( dun kn0e why XD) . Then ii stand in front of a *short short* guy larx (eh , de * is nt being rude as shortie arx...), then ii juz tok to him ,tell him which gurl or boi de whacko hab to hit larx... Then de HE who told me .... " See He still remember you " in handphone... ii also dun kn0e who.... a unknown number ... a private one...So ii surely dun kn0e larx... Then we ply other abit "Bombin" games... WELL think this well fer gd... At first when ii saw him , ii WISH he transfer XD but nw , ii think is a chance fer me to be fren with him... Well of course , be fren with him taks time .. we no tok also =.= so is reallii long ... BUT all of us are classmates and schmates wad.. surely hab to teamwork abit XD... WEll , ii will jiayoux to be frenz with him , and jiayoux in my studies XD (^.^)
brokenHEART ;
7:22 PM
Wednesday, January 3, 2007
First Day 0f sCh0oL
Lolx... ii did met new frenz all tat today... ^o^ , haiz met someone ii dun wanna meet...
But well , is a all rite start fer me .. (uh huh) On tat day ii hab to go report to School , ii saw *** ii also dun kn0e what shld ii do wad .. But ii suddenly saw *** so-called ** so ii think ... "Hmm , since ***... so called ** is at here , ii dun niid to worry abt ***..." Lolx mite abit fake if ii say mine heart seems to hurt? XD... dun kn0e larx... juz tat feelin...
ii always ****..*** lorx.. nw ** suddenly appear in same sch and class tgt!?...ii was like , OMG?!
de muslims bois all gone N/A Tech... ii at Nt Express and Tech all rite? Ac.... blah blah blah..
today first day my legs gone home numb liao... TT .. TODAY GO CANTEEN CANT EAT ANYTHIN!!! ii o0f c0urse tell my mumz then she bring me Singapore Poly to eat.. Becuz at dere gt member marx.... then when gone dere saw some queenway students... =.= okok , ii from Queensway Sec... If this post YOU AUGUSTLEE GT SEE , ii nw 13 can ? =.=
brokenHEART ;
4:33 PM
Eh? Did ii ever writen?
Did ii said tat ii gone to watch death note 2?
Hahax , ii tat time go watch death note 2 on January 02 2007 Tuesday...
Autrally my cousin said de last name lerx but ii sianz so ii go watch de movie... XD
Tat day , my cousinz all from Malaysia come out to Singapore and called my mum ^.^
Then when dey called , ii was at Tiong Bahru , De Popular Bookstore . To buy de nessary things ii niid fer my first day of school ^o^ ~ think of first day , hab butterflies in my stomach ~
Choosin my wallet , pencil box , pens , pencil ... ii forgt ruler tat time... XD
Autrally todayz is de first day of school ^^...TT...><...=.=...-.-...=.T...XD... okie stop de emotions..
hahax okie ii wanna update another post XD kkz
~Ber Buaix ~
brokenHEART ;
4:18 PM
~ Year 2007 Arrives ~
Haiz ~ No post on directly on 1/1/2007 12am =.=
ii was at Malaysia then ~
Sad or Gd news = My Cousin has gone back to her home lerx...
She came to Singapore fer holidays , -Hate Being A Host-
Gd news again !!! My dad brought a Mp3 Player fer me ^o^!!!
It is SONY NW-E003F MP3 PLAYER ~!~ Nice duh =.=
So expensive!!! T.T
ii feel so bad T.T.... when my dad brought me things , since young... ii decided to repay them by studyin betta and better!!! T.T
Haiz bad memory T.T XD
Okie Okie , Time fer supper 0r dinner lerx... Mc DOnalds!?!?!? okie
Nitez all and Happy New YR!!! ^^
brokenHEART ;
10:10 PM
